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secrets left unspoken is a collection of my random thoughts i had left unsaid.it’s where i can write all my feelings and emotions but never even speaks about it. this is the place where i can be ME as ME without hesitations. a pure open-minded understanding is the key in unlocking true appreciation on my craft.

// 9/20/2017
i keep on complaining when in fact i'm so much blessed compared to others. still, there are others that are more blessed than me. they do not even deserve it. this isn't the worst, yes, but this is also not the best, or at least, good. life's unfair, that's the point, just i will enjoy this entropy, we're all gonna die anyway.

// 9/19/2017
getting attached with someone is hard. getting too close to someone is hard. but you just followed your heart, you get into that guy because you like his companion. and there's nothing wrong with it. but of course, try to be pretentious in everything, if you think you're getting too close and you're starting to feel the things that is very different, take a pause and speak to yourself. know that even if he's with you, but he's not yours. your fate fall into friendzone, because things we want in life will not actually what we will have. so, just go on and live.

// 9/18/2017
don't flirt with a girl when you don't really mean anything you say. don't text a girl all day long when you're actually texting more than one girl. don't go out on a date with her when you're just take another girl out the next day. don't tell her you're thinking about her when she isn't the only girl in your mind. don't tell her you miss her when you don't make efforts to see her. don't tell her you love her when you would just want to have sex with her. don't make her feel like she's special when there's other girls who are getting the same treatment from you. don't tell her promises that you know you aren't able to fulfill. don't make her believe you care about her when she's just another girl to you. don't give her false hopes. you're just damaging her emotionally.

// 9/17/2017
exes are tattoos in life it's still there but they remain speechless they've their own anecdote but it fades away the color of life they brought to you and eventually it turned out to be gray. 💔